Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Always Confused

You would want to deny the whole thing, or try to juggle other possibilities and serve it on a plate. You may succeed, but hey, you may not. Defensive? Yes, maybe I am.

Have I been myself these whole times? Not sure. Have I not been myself, then? No clue. Then who I am? Is this insecure little lady? This so not confident creature trying to ask some mercy from people? Yes, perhaps. Where have I lost my independence, confidence, perseverance and self control? Who am I looking at in the mirror, then?

Happy? Definitely not. Sad? Not sure. Confused? Definite.

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