Saturday, September 25, 2010

end of the road

Although we've come to the End Of The Road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the End of the Road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Finally, the day has come.
Like it or not, the day like this will come someday.
And maybe this is time.

I can never deny that he is the one I truly love and care.
The only thing that makes me cry is the fact that love and care is not enough.
It's not enough to make your relationship flows well.
It's not enough to make it sustainable.

The writing is just on the wall.
Nothing I can do about it.

The moment he became violent, that day,
I realized that it will go to an end.

And that day became real.
Yesterday was the end of the game.

Crying is then definite.
Simply not because this is the end,
but because love is forgotten.

People might be confused about what to do tomorrow, if they were me.
I might not.
I know what to do tomorrow and the next day, and the very next day.
I know I will get it over with,
but I can't throw what is on my mind.

Last night, my brain did not cooperate well,
I asked it not to remember anything about him,
what it did was remembering EVERYTHING,
till I can't sleep for almost 1,5 hours.

I have lost my best friend,
now I have lost my love too.

What a lonely world it would be.
But I know life must go on,
and it will do.

It will always do.

Goodbye my love,
I am sure you're gonna have better life and better partner.

Thanks for everything,
and sorry for everything too.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

get well soon :)

Today, me and Edo, we got to Brawijaya Women and Children Hospital,

visiting his nephew Evan.
He has been sick for several days prior to the-so-called-DBD (demam berdarah dengue).

We brought some bread talk for him and a piece of colouring book plus the colouring pencils.
He was sooooo nice and warm and handsome and cuteeeee :D
and so was his brother Benito.
Both of them were just great and passionate and charming and SMART little kiddos.
Seriously, they were able to speak English fluently, though Evan was only 5 years old.

He even knew what Collosseum, Pisa Tower, Eiffel Tower, Empire Tower, and their friends are.
WOW! What a smart kid!

get well soon, honey!
see you soon too :) thank you for the opportunity to get to know you today..

evan and benito



ps : they even have facebook account! what a world! haha

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

new inspiration

Today's inspiration comes from

Amanda Dwyniaputeri!

Yey, finally I met Manda, definitely without appointment. Cause appointment will never works between girls. Especially the busy one :p hehehehe

So she mentioned a lot about what's outside Indonesia, spesifically in Madrid and Portugal. Made me jealous, is an absolute thing. But what's more with her story is when she mentioned about how we should go abroad, see everything even closer, look from different perspective - if all we have been doing is stuck in Indonesia.

She asked me to collect money as much as I can, and so as possible as I can, go around the world, have a very distinct view about what world is all about.
Cause its really different from all of these times.

It goes without saying, that I am interested in this one.
Yes, travelling. Backpacking.
An interesting activity, has been my dream since I was a lil kid.

I am so full with dreams now. Dreams to go travelling with best buddies.
New people, foreigner.
New places, new scent.
New food, new taste.
All of them.

Envy to those who have the opportunity going abroad for uni.
I dont, but I will.
I should, really.

Manda, you should pay for this.
I cant stop thinking even a minute.

Love you bitch :D

Gotta talk to you soon!