I have been investing my time, energy, effort, almost everything to this one person, including my ego, if ever. Yet, no apparent result, probably not yet. But still, I am afraid it was for nothing.
It might be an enjoyable journey for some, but not for me. I want that certainty. I need stability over my life. And this is surely killing me. I hate complaining for nothing. I want him to be honest and be firm. Stop playing around, would you please? I am suffering in here.