Friday, January 23, 2015
Seeing some of my friends taking care of their babies, you can only feel such deep affection. Parenting is the hardest job in the world as you are preparing one soul to contribute to the world. Am so proud and happy for them. It's half way through the cycle, and I wish only the best for the best people.
Wednesday, January 14, 2015
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Holidays were over. Some people looked so refreshed; spending time abroad or staying at home –they had a good time. I personally don’t know quite to say. Not that I am being ungrateful (again and as always), but I feel like I deserve another holiday well spent. I feel like a getaway, an energizing trip, perhaps I gotta be alone this time.
Not sure if the decision we made was right. In fact, deep down I felt it was wrong. Not sure if he was happy. I am feeling so lost and exhausted for some reasons –reasons that did not make sense for most people, it did to me because I am a lost soul, I thought of many unreasonable stuff.
I am wondering where the ‘old me’ went. Felt different these days? Full of a different format of negativity. Or maybe this is who I am. Who knows?