Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Always The Same Question

The question “what is it that you want?” bothers you each and every day, without helping you even a bit to eventually find what you are looking for in life. I ask myself the very same question every single day of my life, and still ended up feeling confused. We all know the theory of life: that we can’t have it all, there are things we need to sacrifice, compromise, please all and you’ll please none, etc. Yet, when it comes to human, the greed is always there, we can’t deny how wonderful it is to feel accomplished, or content when we can do many things at one time, achieve two goals at one go, or get everything that we want.

The same ego, pushes us to thrill ourselves, multitask, stretch to the maximum point, not to satisfy others, but to satisfy our thirst of doing good, even perfect. To prove that we qualify. To find out who we are: winner or loser.

Funny how things change, huh? I was so occupied thinking about life partner previously, and other unimportant stuffs belittling my small brain. Now, the whole career thing seems to occupy even more? Not really, life partner is always an issue. And that’s even more complicated! Haha…



At least it’s a different dilemma than before. Hopefully it’s getting clearer moving forward…. Can I just be hopeful about this –at this time?

Am I taking things for granted, again?

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