never

I never asked for such thing.

Never asked for clothes.

Never asked for shoes.

Never asked for underwear.

Never asked for many things I needed.

Never since I was just a little kid.

Never.

Never even try.

Or never even hope to ask.

I tried to cover all from my own savings.

Now, I beg you for one special wish.

Again, you ask me to cover it myself.

Everyday, I struggle to collect as much as I can.

Still, its not enough.

Still have to do many many things to get through this.

I just pray it will happen.

I know this post should be positive rather than the way it is.

But I dont have any channel left to express my feelings now.

Be honest is the simplest way I could do.