I am a complicated soul. I thought everyone is the same, but I guess I am wrong. 

Having hard times finding the soul that can accept you for who you are -is just the reality I need to accept. Period. 

Even when you love someone wholeheartedly, with all you soul and heart and are willing to sacrifice most things, even compromise for the relationship to work -it just did not work. I tried. Hard. Poured my heart into someone only to find I am being delusional. 

Painful? Very. But what else could you do? You want the other person to be happy. And you are just complicated. Complication is just a nice way of saying 'dreadful relationship'. So I let it be..