I just like to complicate myself, thinking of things I shouldn't bother, having stupid thoughts on small stuffs instead of feeling thankful and satisfied with what I got so far. Well, isn't it a classic issue?

So I am really wondering, will I survive this time? If I ever survive, am I just adapting or am I really getting mature and realistic (as opposed to being naive). 

Oh Gadis, why are you so complicated? Will you ever be 'a half-full glass'?