As always, things get harder and harder every time you take a single glimpse of life. It did reach a quick win when I could celebrate and feel happy about what happened, but none of the things in life is permanent & steady. Anything is basically temporary, including the happiness that you felt.
Yes, I did feel grateful the last couple of days. and now I am back with a lot of bothering thoughts in mind. Well, Gadis is never complete without worrying and overthinking.
I am not sure if it's because of one saying my friend spoke to me about or, it is because of my personal relationship, today's disappointing yoga class, my friend's perfect boyfriend, or if it is because of my PMS. I have no idea.
The only thing I feel is weariness. and too much of an anxiety. I don't care if I don't have a perfect boyfriend, or I can't do some exercises in my yoga class, or I won't be able to travel as much as I want to, I just need closure, without any clear picture of which kind of closure will work on me.
Oh, Gadis, when will you stop this?
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