It was a casual night, last night: not being able to sleep even
though my body could not take any more activities. My thoughts kept me awake,
despite the fact that I forcefully asked them to just shut up and told my brain
to just shut down.
It all started not long after a friend told me a very intriguing
line of words during our dinner, "It is similarity that brings two people
together, but what keep them together are the differences." Of course,
that was only one out of too many mind-boggling stuffs he left me with.
Even a simple thing like selfishness could not allow me to sleep
when I badly wanted to. I would wander to another world where I would be busy
thinking what selfishness is all about, for at the end, every people on earth
would care about themselves and themselves only. However considerate, they
would just go for their benefits. Why on earth people would like to gain loss?
Right? Then when do we call ourselves selfish? When we ask someone to care,
does that count? When we want somebody to make us happy, is that?
So it would always go back to the question, "what is it that
you want?" Because at the end, all I am looking for is a life
partner. Does challenge matter? Or is it similarity and comfort?
Would your journey to find a life partner be similar to secure a
career path?
Oh, crap.
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