please

you know, i never expect any surprise from him just like anybody did.
that would be a too much expectations, since he's not that type of BF.
these days, taste like hell. honestly.
i can't stop thinking about him. like argh.
when i was alone, nobody's around. i want to cry.
i feel so dissapointed with the current condition.
and what i want is like everything goes normal.
normal.
it would be too much too, if i hope that he would go back like long before.
i just want him to be like, care. normally care?
i don't know. care or more understanding.
or just realize what is really happening.
how i felt. and so on.
that's all.
please?