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The roller coaster is my life;

life is a fast, dizzying game;

life is a parachute jump;

it's taking chances,

falling over and getting up again;

it's mountaineering;

it's wanting to get to the very top of yourself

and to feel angry and dissatisfied

when you don't manage it.

-Paulo Coelho in Eleven Minutes-

The Most Un-Anticipated New Year Surprise

Last night was totally a surprise, our most spontaneous new year of all. Manda popped up to accompany me - when I was to enjoy new year only with Alda, Clara, and Mas Wicak - and it was like 2011 new year's eve all over again. All feelings blurted out so quality time took its moment. Yet, this year the fireworks filled the sky with every hope and wish for the following year. We hugged and tied our hearts, promising to celebrate it altogether next year. But the night was not over yet. Rama and Ghazi suddenly came to pump it all even harder.

There were we, staying awake the whole night, until the sun rose up and officially welcomed the new day of the year. I never expected that we would end up like that. Unexpected surprise. Although I was feeling dizzy afterwards, I never regretted what we did, cause I could really feel the love all around me. Finally, I felt relieved after the whole grudge inside the heart.

Hopefully, we would start the year with positivity and smile. Hopefully, I would.

Amanda and Alda, I could never thank you all for such love and loyalty. Bunch of thanks for the endless friendship, for the sacrifice, and for every good thing you both brought to my life. I can only say that I love you, from the deepest part of my heart.

Rama, Ghazi, Clara, and Mas Wicak, thank you for sharing the party with me.

Btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE.